“Eternity begins and ends with the ocean’s tides.”
There is something consuming about the sea, something so compelling and wild it cannot be expressed. Catalina Island is a magical place, surrounded by miles of clean, open ocean. Toyon Bay is a small hidden cove, near Avalon, on Catalina and in the summertime, the sunset is visible from the beach. And at dusk, the most enchanting place in the world is the pier.
- “But when I climb up to my island peak, Escape awhile the madding world of strife, I envy not an earthly thing, this life, Which sometimes galls, is swept clean of its cares, By friendly winds, and once again I smile, Ay, truly, life seems sweet– A thing worthwhile.” –Captain Eddie Harrison
Toyon Bay pier is very old. The wood, bleached by the sun, is stained by all manner of sea-filth. Strings of clear fishing line are pulled taut across the weather-beaten rails to prevent birds from landing on them. A battered wooden storage box rests tiredly against the right side of the pier, accompanied by a digital thermometer attached to the very end of the railing on the left. There is a lifeguard chair next to the thermometer. Covered in cracking white paint, it is wooden and overlooks the bay, facing right off the pier toward the Point; a green fabric umbrella with a faded nut-brown stand, somewhat crooked, shades the chair. A long steel ramp slants downwards onto the float, where the boats land and cast off.
There are little holes in the planks that make up the floor; you can see down into the clear blue water and observe the myriad of fish and small sharks that swim below. Waves churn around the stanchions that jut out of the water, resisting the thrashing, pulsing currents. Seaweed writhes and dances around the supports in a lovely, hypnotic rhythm.
- “How the sea took me, swept me back…The only sound was the roaring sea, the freezing waves…and yet my heart wanders away, my soul roams with the sea…”
The water in the bay is pure, crystalline aqua near the shore. It deepens to a vibrant, striking turquoise as the sandy bottom falls away. All around the pier, the water is dotted with bright orange spots, friendly garibaldi swish happily in the gently swaying amber forests that grow around the bay. The marriage of oceanic and autumn colors is magnificent. Leopard sharks dart in and out of view, their splotches of grayish-black color camouflages them in the shadowy surf zone.
Palm tress move gently to and fro, above the stone amphitheater. They are quite large, even for palm trees. Their startlingly green leaves are pointy and hang down around the trunk like a peel hangs from a banana. Clusters of blaringly orange dates hug the trunk, high up by the leaves. The trunk is made of rough coco-power colored bark. Deep zig-zagging lacerations create an intricate pattern in the trees that make your eyes fuzzy if you stare too long.
- “Sponges grow in the ocean. That just ‘gets’ me. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be if that didn’t happen.” –Stephen Wright
The California Coast is visible from Toyon. Most days it is shrouded in fog or smog. Catalina is protected from bad weather by a weather pattern known as the Catalina Eddie. But you can still see the lights on Long Beach after nightfall. Other than the coast, there is nothing to impede the view of the sea. It rolls on for miles and miles in every direction, vast, endless, empty, ever changing and ineffably beautiful.
Twilight at Toyon Bay is an experience of indescribable profoundness. The intensity of color, sound, light, temperature, and emotion are overwhelming. As the sun begins to hang lower in the sky, the world calms. The breeze softens to and the air becomes humid, balmy and warm. Everything seems to glow. Waves stop pounding the shore and their bubbling gurgle turns to a low melodious his. All the birds cease their shrieks, their voices easing into faint, sweet cries. Laughter rings out, making the bay swell with the sound of joy, exultation.
The ocean turns from aqua to a bright, shimmering rose. Something about the light allows blue, pink and silver to all exist in the same space. Each color seems to simultaneously fight and compliment the others. Glassy or turbulent, the colors are so beautiful it hurts to look at them but is excruciating to look away. Sunlight flickers across the surface like a candle flame, fleeting and captivating. Watching the wind catch the water and stir up rose-tinted fills me with a fierce happiness that is deep, burning and unquenchable.
Clouds gather across the horizon and speckle the sky. They are every shade of pink; coral, magenta, rose, and salmon. Purples also color the world, violet, lilac, and lavender, amethystine and brilliant . Blazing orange, yellow and sienna set the sky alight. The ocean burns with color and glitters like diamonds.
The sun sits half-mast on the horizon. Aflame, too bright to look at yet still I stare. A ribbon of light surrounds it, a serpent, it seems to move across the sun, throwing off sparks and heat as it sets.
- “The cure for anything is salt water – sweat, tears, or the sea.” —Isak Dinesen
I cannot put into words the feelings that overtake me while standing on that pier, bathed in dusky red-gold light. I feel torn to shreds with unspeakable happiness, in awe of the raw beauty around me. Elation, exhilaration, rapture, exuberance, whatever it is called, it fills me over maximum capacity and makes me laugh out loud. I cannot stop smiling or even take my mind off the jubilance that fils me. There is just so much magnificence and splendor and exquisite perfection around me it is almost unbearable.
Some people go to church to feel peace, to feel an unbreakable connection to something bigger than them. When I stand there in the fading light, I know exactly how it feels to have a religion. I am enveloped in warmth and bliss I have never known anywhere else. The sea is a mysterious and wonderful place. It cannot be described by words, in song, with brush stoke or pencil line. It simply is the most transcendent, alluring, unforgettable thing on earth. And I am in the middle of all its glory, right there on paradise pier.
Everyone wishes there was a theme song for each event in his or her life. Here’s the theme song for my favorite place:
“Island in the Sun” by Weezer
Toyon Bay is absolutely incredible. Check out the summer camp I go to at:
Catalina Island Marine Institute (CIMI)